Olivia returned the nod because suddenly her throat was too tight to trust with words. Then she turned again, opened the gate, and stepped out onto the sidewalk.
The iron swung shut behind her with a hard metallic sound that seemed to travel straight into her bones. She flinched at it.
That was the sound of an ending, she thought. Not dramatic, not cinematic. Just cold metal deciding where one life stopped and another one had to begin.
She walked without looking back.
The neighborhood was painfully ordinary. A dog slept under the shade of a crepe myrtle tree across the street. Wind chimes clinked somewhere nearby. From a house half a block away came the muffled rhythm of country music and the distant laughter of people who had no idea that a woman had just been erased from a family a few doors down.
Olivia hated them for that for exactly three seconds. Then she hated herself for hating strangers who were only guilty of living untouched by her grief.
The black bag rustled softly in her hand as she walked. Her purse bumped against her hip. Her sandals scraped against the pavement in a rhythm that felt too normal for the day her marriage officially became a grave with no body left to bury.
She passed a mailbox painted with bluebonnets. She passed a tricycle tipped on its side in a driveway. She passed the little crack in the sidewalk where Jason had once reached for her hand on an evening walk and said, “You know, Dad likes you. He doesn’t say much, but he does.”
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