Life moved on, but it never moved forward.
Years passed.
I never had children again.
Endless medical appointments slowly erased that possibility. Doctors spoke in careful, sympathetic tones about complications, age, and declining chances.
Eventually, the truth became unavoidable.
I would never be a mother.
Ten years after I abandoned Ivy, I was walking home from another appointment when I saw someone standing near my building.
An older woman.
Familiar.
“Martha?” I said cautiously.
She had been Ivy’s caretaker at the orphanage.
Her expression was calm, but her eyes held something deeper.
“I’ve been looking for you,” she said.
My stomach tightened.
“Ivy…?” I whispered.
Martha nodded.
“She’s seventeen now.”
My chest felt hollow.
“Was she… adopted?”
“No,” Martha said quietly. “No one ever adopted her after you.”
Guilt twisted sharply inside me.
But Martha continued.
“I stayed in her life,” she said. “I helped her with school. Encouraged her talents.”
“What talents?” I asked.
Martha smiled faintly.
“Modeling.”
I blinked, stunned.
“At first it was small competitions. Local events that celebrated uniqueness and individuality.”
She pulled out her phone and showed me a photo.
I barely recognized the young woman on the screen.
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