I closed my eyes, a fierce, predatory calm washing over me. This was it. This was the pattern.
“Jessica,” I said softly. “Are you willing to speak to a detective? If I give you a name and a number, will you tell him what you just told me?”
“I… I’m scared of him.”
“You don’t have to be scared anymore,” I said. “He’s not a giant, Jessica. He’s just a small man with a big wallet. And we are going to empty it.”
“Okay,” she whispered. “I’ll do it.”
I hung up the phone. I looked at Elias.
“We got him,” I said. “He’s not just an airport bully. He’s a serial abuser.”
But before I could celebrate, a wave of pressure hit me. Not in my head. In my stomach.
A hard, tightening band of pain that didn’t let go.
I gasped, gripping the bedrails.
“Maya?” Elias stood up.
Water.
A gush of warm water flooded the bedsheets.
“Oh no,” I whispered. “No, no, no.”
The monitor alarms started blaring. The baby’s heart rate plummeted.
110… 90… 60…
The door flew open. The doctor didn’t walk in; he ran.
“Cord prolapse!” he shouted. “The water broke and the cord washed out! It’s compressing the baby’s neck!”
He jumped onto the bed—literally onto the bed—and shoved his hand inside me to lift the baby’s head off the cord.
“OR! Now! We have to go now!”
“Elias!” I screamed as they unlocked the wheels of the bed.
“I’m here! I’m coming!”
“Save her!” I yelled as they sprinted down the hallway, the ceiling tiles blurring into a white tunnel. “Don’t worry about me! Save Aurora!”
“General anesthesia!” the anesthesiologist shouted. “No time for a spinal! Put her under!”
A mask was shoved over my face. The smell of rubber and gas.
My last thought wasn’t about Richard Sterling. It wasn’t about the case. It wasn’t about justice.
It was a prayer.
Please let her breathe.
And then, everything went black.
CHAPTER 4: The Weight of a Soul
Darkness has a texture. It is heavy, like velvet draped over your face, suffocating and thick.
I floated in that darkness for what felt like a century. There were voices, but they were underwater. Distant echoes of urgency.
“BP is stabilizing.” “Suture the uterine artery.” “She lost two liters.”
Then, the pain cut through the velvet. It wasn’t the sharp, biting pain of the fall. It was a deep, searing fire across my abdomen. It felt as if I had been cut in half and stitched back together with barbed wire.
My eyes fluttered open. The light was blinding. White ceiling. White walls. White sheets.
“Maya?”
The voice was cracked, broken.
I turned my head. It felt like a bowling ball. Elias was there. He looked ten years older than he had that morning. His eyes were red-rimmed, his beard unkempt, his shirt rumpled. He was holding my hand so tight I couldn’t feel my fingers.
“Eli,” I rasped. My throat was sandpaper. “Where…”
I couldn’t finish the question. The terror rose up in my chest, choking me. My hands flew to my stomach.
Flat.
Soft.
Empty.
A scream built in my throat, a primal sound of loss, but Elias was already moving, leaning over me, his face inches from mine.
“She’s alive, Maya. She’s alive.”
The scream died, replaced by a sob that racked my entire body, pulling at the fresh stitches.
“Where?” I whispered.
“NICU,” Elias said, tears finally spilling onto his cheeks. “She’s… she’s small, baby. She’s so small. But she’s fighting. She has your chin.”
“I need to see her.”
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