“I don’t care,” I said. “I won’t let her be alone.”
Two days later, I saw Sophie again—smaller somehow, clutching a stuffed bunny in a beige visitation room.
“Aunt Meg?” she whispered.
I dropped to my knees and held her, promising I wasn’t leaving.
The process took seven long months. Paperwork. Classes. Evaluations. Sleepless nights filled with fear and hope. When a social worker asked if I understood the responsibility, I answered without hesitation.
“She’s already my daughter.”
When the judge signed the papers, Sophie became mine. Officially. Forever.
She’s four and a half now. She laughs again. She paints sunflowers on our walls. She sings loudly in the car and spells her name wrong on purpose. She calls me Mommy.
Claire had her baby. A boy. I saw the announcement online. The agency followed through. She and David will never be allowed to adopt again.
The last time I saw her, she stood on the sidewalk holding her newborn, staring at my house.
“Is she happy?” she asked.
“Yes,” I said. “Very.”
She nodded and walked away.
I don’t wonder anymore if karma exists. Sometimes it doesn’t arrive loudly. Sometimes it simply moves love out of careless hands and places it with someone willing to fight for it.
Sophie was never second best. She was never temporary.
She became mine the moment she handed me that blue block on the living room floor—and I will spend the rest of my life proving she was always enough.
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