I adopted Ivy when she was three years old.
Not because I was ready to be a mother.
Not because I had dreamed of raising a child.
I adopted her because she was breathtakingly beautiful.
When I first saw her in the orphanage playroom, sunlight poured through the window and lit up her pale blonde curls like a halo. Her blue eyes sparkled with curiosity, and when she smiled, two perfect dimples appeared on her cheeks.
Even the caretaker laughed softly and said, “She’s going to break hearts someday.”

And in that moment, a selfish thought planted itself in my mind.
I didn’t see a little girl who needed love.
I saw a future star.
I imagined fashion shows, flashing cameras, magazine covers. I imagined people whispering about the gorgeous child I had raised. I imagined being the proud mother standing beside a rising model.
I convinced myself that adopting Ivy was destiny.
For two years, my life revolved around that dream.
I enrolled her in children’s modeling classes. I bought beautiful dresses and practiced photoshoots in the living room. I posted pictures online, imagining the day talent scouts would discover her.
And Ivy loved the attention.
She would twirl in front of the mirror and giggle.
“Am I pretty, Mommy?” she would ask.
“Yes,” I would reply every time. “You’re the prettiest girl in the world.”
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